14 Weeks

14 Weeks yesterday!  My bump is definitely growing...but I can't help but wonder if they are still there. I feel I need more assurance and have started feeling anxious again in the last few days. 

A wonderful woman from the forum is posting me her fetal heart doppler, and it should arrive on Monday. I can't wait to get it so I can at least look for their heart beats and hear them.  I am sure this will put me more at ease until I start feeling them move from about 17 - 18 weeks - from 16 June or so. 4 Weeks of anxiety...and my next OB app and scan is only in 18 days time!!! It is too long to wait to see them again.  I might, just might have to book a sneaky scan with my dear Prof if the heart doppler doesn't cut it!

My heartburn, night peeing and growing belly give me some comfort, but it would be so great to see or hear them.