BFN stands for BIG FAT NEGATIVE in the lingo of an IF.
Seems as if I have run out of time for my DNA to procreate.
And yet we had two perfectly healthy conceptions just years ago...just in the wrong place. How close.
I am trying not to question how this child will come to me while mourning the loss of all that goes with saying farewell to my sentimental ideal.
Sad and tired.