I have been quiet on this blog...words are dormant.I am in a period of contemplation. Of reflection. With nothing to share as yet other than a brief update of my life's recent happenings in staccato sentences...
Mum is stronger and back at home doing okay. Decision to do more chemo or not is her next challenge...
I have released a lot of anger...more on this process perhaps later...
Our new Bengal, Halo, soft boy kitty was mauled by dogs next door who broke his back...a sacral fracture, a tail amputation, nerve damage and R6000 later, he is slowly recovering, but I fear for his future as he is so not streetwise...why did we give him a home only for this to happen!
Work is hectic and I have added stress and pressure which is not filling me with enthusiasm...
A warm fire every night is getting me through winter...and the days are getting longer...
Mala, our ridgie puppy is growing day by day and I want need one-on-one training sessions with a dog whispering puppy trainer...
My personal trainer says my progress is great but I need to get back on the healthy diet wagon to shift another 10kg...and I just bought a marzipan Dutch cake...so much for that...
We are extending our off-road parking area so 4 cars can park behind the stone wall...
After vowing not to buy a single item of clothing this month, I just acquired a melange mini..so much for that as well...
All I feel like doing is reading and watching movies...bring on the escapism...
On the 16 August, my DH and I will have been together for 14 years!!! And I still think he is cute...and so so so special...
My creative senses are dulled at the moment...so I am calling on inspiration...
Calling on inspiration to...
Meditate every day
Finish my scrapbooks
Complete my recipe books
Work in the veggie garden
Finish my editing of dvd's
Finish my layouts for prints on canvas.....and and and....
All in time...and more later...
ooooh Cam strength to you and CONgRATS to H and you too for those 16 years - I remember the day so well! and have beautiful pics of it too.
ReplyDeleteThis two week period is one of incredible planetary alignments and crosses - a lot of antagonistic planets are lined up. A lot of us are just hunkered down ...this is a blog I like to follow, http://www.owlsdaughter.com/owls-wings/ because she keeps me tuned to planetary haps/often helps me make sense of the undercurrents of the day - love and light to you (I am currently working with a GREAT lightworker/healer I miraculously found in this strange little back water town that time forgot and do so empathazie with your situ. - this is not work for the fainthearted)
Cam,
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry about Halo and I hope he makes a full recovery!
Your new blog is gorgeous and so nice to see you blogging again.
Keep well and look after yourself.
Kim
Your poor little kitty Cam. Praying for you as you move forward with this thing we call life. Here is to peace and love and the realisation of our dreams in the near future.
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PS love the new look :)
BOTERKOEK! mmmmmmmmmmmmm. I'll come and help you!
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear about the kitty, life can be so cruel.
I'm thinking of you, have your books to give back.
We'll do hot chocolate and sinful cake soon, I think your personal torturer is wrong, I don't think you need to lose a gram.
xxxx
First...sorry I am so late in responding but I starting to do the whole catch up thing...
ReplyDeleteSecondly, great to hear your Mom and you are doing better
Thirdly, shoot that blimmin dogs next door...hee hee
And lastly, love the new look...
Poor little kitty - hope he is better soon. Glad your mom seem better.
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