I am really starting to believe that it is my time to become a mother. This morning DH and I were chatting and I said that we should go to Europe again in June/July and DH answered "You'll be pregnant by then". And.....for the first time, I didn't feel my body go tense and respond with an internal shriek. I simply replied, "yes I will be but that doesn't matter as we can still go if I am in the 2nd trimester"! I welcomed the nice feeling of assurance.
Where it came from I have no idea as until now, I have been so protective of myself that I do not allow myself to actually believe that it will ever really happen. Yes, this is because of the vast lanscape of disppointment and trauma I have been through....but it is time now.
Time to move on into complete acceptance.
Time for renewed positivity.
Time to embrace the power of miracles.
Great that you are in such a great space. xxxxx
ReplyDeleteabso freaking lutely. I have never had a shadow of doubt that you would have a baby. I'm very excited ;-)
ReplyDeleteAll the best Cam. I am glad you feel peaceful !
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Hear hear.
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Rooting for you all the way!! xx
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