Finn & Rebecca

Finn & Rebecca

Monday, May 17, 2010

Hang in there little embie

Today, we had: a 2 cell (suddenly started cleaving but too slow so not viable), our 2 cell from yesterday became a 3 cell (also too slow so not viable) and our awesome little 4 cell is now a 5 cell - also a little slow as lab would prefer a day 3 embie to be 8 cells (well anything from 5-8, but preferably 8 cells).....so....we have all our hopes on our little 5 cell.

Prof says he wants it to start compacting otherwise no transfer....so we have 24 hours to get to 8 cells and to start compacting.

I am so scared it is happening again...embryos all stopped before 8 cells....my heart is so sore just thinking about it and I am trying so hard to keep positive. I have tried pleading, bargaining, asking, releasing, surrendering....am not sure what else to do....

Yes, what will be will be...but in the meantime I keep telling myself to believe it is possible...it is possible...

8 comments:

  1. sending lots of love your way

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  2. Holding thumbs and hope for you

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  3. It IS possible. Bratty got her miracle and so can you. Nevermind anything else, just breathe. I'm here if you need me xxx

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  4. Cam - saying a prayer for you. I wish you all the love and strength in the world!

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  5. Thinking of you Cam! Really hoping there is good news this morning.

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  6. I am holding onto so much hope for you. IT IS POSSIBLE. Waiting for an update today.

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  7. Thinking of you Cam!
    Sophie

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  8. I would be going out of my MIND if I were you ! You are so strong and brave. Good luck my aunty Cam. Love you and your embie.

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