I have to start calling the twins something so I can start talking to them. We just listened to their heartbeats with the doppler and the nicknames came to me. Our little girl is Pops and our little Boy is Bubble. DH found them straight away - the heartbeats were easy to find and so strong. Pops was louder and being girl-like lying still, but Bubble was whooshing about so we kept losing his beat...obviously doing somersaults in his fluid lol. I think we are getting closer to their actual names - two keep coming in strong, but we will wait until they are born to decide. We may change our minds and name them before...let's see what happens.
On Friday I had a great session with a light worker and we shifted a lot of my negative gunk and fear. I feel so much lighter and from here on I choose positivity. I am living my dream. Now. I do not want to lose a minute of this magic. This may mean needing to stay off the forum (or some of the groups) for a while as any sad news or loss fuels my anxiety...so I don't need to be part of that right now - it is in my past. This does not mean my heart isn't still sending love and light to all my IF'ers still on the journey - it is...so so much...just that I need to protect myself in my now so I can fully commit to the reality of having these babies.
I felt so emotional hearing them tonight. My special babes.