I just can't seem to let go of our two snowbabies...two perfect embryos on ice, just waiting to implant and start to grow. We got our invoice to keep them frozen for another year and while I know we should just confirm that we cannot proceed with another pregnancy, I just can't seem to do it. I also don't want to donate them..I want them for myself. Does that make sense? Even though I know the doctors have advised in the harshest terms that I should not attempt to carry another pregnancy, let alone another possible set of twins, my heart loves them already. They could be another perfect two babies. What if they were Finn or Rebecca.
How am I going to let them go?