Don't know why I am so worried. Maybe it is because I just can't believe that all can be well. My IF past is really haunting me. I am going to make a serious effort not to let my fears based on my past experiences ruin this for me.
I am hoping that the scan will ease my worries a lot and perhaps finally I will be able to relax just a little without thinking the worst. Of course then, it will be the wait for the next scan which is why I am going to ask if there is anyway I can go for weekly scans until 9 weeks...I am sure Prof will understand.
Symptom update: Have only been mildly queasy almost all the time, but not unbearable and no fully fledged nausea. It sort of comes and goes...a constant sort of sea-sickness... Have been bloated and headachy and getting up at least twice a night to pee.
Every morning, I have been waking up and saying "I am pregnant and I am so very grateful" - oh how grateful and amazed and excited and on the edge of overwhelming happiness...
Why can I not just TRUST????
Roll on Tuesday!!!