15 Weeks today!!!
Have been dealing with a bit of anxiety lately and trying very hard to concentrate on positive affirmations and positivity to squash all the negative and fearful thoughts that keep distracting me. I have also been talking to the twins explaining to them why mommy is feeling this way as the last thing I was is to project my fear to them! This morning I started feeling really anxious that it would still be a long 2 weeks wait until my scheduled Obgyn appointment. It has been 5 weeks (!!!!) since my last appointment!
Then I read on the forum that one of the twin specialists believes in 2 weekly appointments as standard for twins, so I called my OB and asked if there was an earlier appointment....and there was....tomorrow at 07h45! So I will be seeing our babies tomorrow. So so pleased.
Got all emotional and teary on the phone as I was making the appointment, and again just thinking about seeing them. Must be the pregnancy hormones in full flow.
And I am going to ask for 2 week appointments from here on. Simple.